I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here?
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest
Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shed but I'm me
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest
Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come
And save me from myself
I can't be who you are
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest
Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come
And save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
Friday, August 22, 2008
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Sigh.
24Sept04-20Aug08
It seems strange that my life should end in such a terrible place, but for three years I had roses and apologized to no one. I shall die here. Every inch of me shall perish. Every inch, but one. An inch. It is small and it is fragile and it is the only thing in the world worth having. We must never lose it or give it away. We must NEVER let them take it from us. I hope that whoever you are, you escape this place. I hope that the worlds turns, and that things get better. But what I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that, even though I do not know you, and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you.
It seems strange that my life should end in such a terrible place, but for three years I had roses and apologized to no one. I shall die here. Every inch of me shall perish. Every inch, but one. An inch. It is small and it is fragile and it is the only thing in the world worth having. We must never lose it or give it away. We must NEVER let them take it from us. I hope that whoever you are, you escape this place. I hope that the worlds turns, and that things get better. But what I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that, even though I do not know you, and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
I was the more deceived.
HAMLET
Get thee to a nunnery: why wouldst thou be a
breeder of sinners? I am myself indifferent honest;
but yet I could accuse me of such things that it
were better my mother had not borne me: I am very
proud, revengeful, ambitious, with more offences at
my beck than I have thoughts to put them in,
imagination to give them shape, or time to act them
in. What should such fellows as I do crawling
between earth and heaven? We are arrant knaves,
all; believe none of us. Go thy ways to a nunnery.
Where's your father?
Get thee to a nunnery: why wouldst thou be a
breeder of sinners? I am myself indifferent honest;
but yet I could accuse me of such things that it
were better my mother had not borne me: I am very
proud, revengeful, ambitious, with more offences at
my beck than I have thoughts to put them in,
imagination to give them shape, or time to act them
in. What should such fellows as I do crawling
between earth and heaven? We are arrant knaves,
all; believe none of us. Go thy ways to a nunnery.
Where's your father?
Monday, August 4, 2008
Most amazing thing ever.
( In the background, one of my cats is meowing)
Try: I hear your cat crying.
Me: -some random noises to entice cats nearer, fail- Brb - get up and get the carton of orange juice, returning to the desk chair to sit and shake it-
Try: so what's that noise, treats to call them?
Me: ..Orange juice.
Try: That's weird to use to call cats. :O
Me: o.o..... Oj..for ...me?
Try:
Try: I hear your cat crying.
Me: -some random noises to entice cats nearer, fail- Brb - get up and get the carton of orange juice, returning to the desk chair to sit and shake it-
Try: so what's that noise, treats to call them?
Me: ..Orange juice.
Try: That's weird to use to call cats. :O
Me: o.o..... Oj..for ...me?
Try:
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
A day on the beach
[ So this doesn't seem random- a friend and I were joking about roleplaying and writing and so stumbled upon an RP SL ( roleplay Storyline) with our chars.]
For a secluded piece of beach, there sure were a lot of crabs skittering around on the sand. Silver gaze narrowed thoughtfully on the nearest example, a stubborn little fellow that was determinedly trying to climb over the pair of leather boots discarded in the warm sand. A soft chuckle emerged, semi clad form reaching out one tanned arm to nudge the crab around the footwear. " What do you think Aar? New chew toy? " Question was directed towards the sprawled feline form a few yards distant...though one would hardly notice with the decided lack of response her query garnered. " Thanks for the love pal." Abandoning both the crab and the cat to their own devices, she resumed leaning against the sun warmed boulder in the partial shade, head canted forwards slightly to take full advantage of the leather hat tilted over brow. An exploratory ride had turned into a race, which had turned into a brief hunt for meat for the cats and from there, a chance to take a quick dip and wash off the grime of the day. As her thought followed the path of their activities, attention was caught by the sound of splashing farther out from shore. Though Averi's own dip had been quick , wanting to relax on the beach more then play in the water, Try had gone all out- leaving every stitch of clothing in a mound on the warm sand, "guarded" by her own snoozing feline. The cobalt haired huntress was paddling lazy circles a few feet out in the water now, pausing and standing in the shallow draft, head canted downwards towards her own cupped hands. Averi's gaze drifted first towards the other femmes hand, in curiosity , but then slowly drifted downwards, on a more interesting exploration that brought a faint hint of color to her cheeks. Glad that the hat hide most of her blush, not to mention her grin, gaze flicked sharply away to avoid being caught.
From the corner of her eye, she watched the cobalt haired female release whatever was in cupped hands back into the water and begin to trudge towards shore. Canting head even father downwards, Averi's breath expelled in a short burst as two all two familiar aches ignited in her. One was within her chest and grew with every passing moment spent with the other hunter. The other was, well, decidedly farther south of the first and demanded a different type of solution entirely.
For a secluded piece of beach, there sure were a lot of crabs skittering around on the sand. Silver gaze narrowed thoughtfully on the nearest example, a stubborn little fellow that was determinedly trying to climb over the pair of leather boots discarded in the warm sand. A soft chuckle emerged, semi clad form reaching out one tanned arm to nudge the crab around the footwear. " What do you think Aar? New chew toy? " Question was directed towards the sprawled feline form a few yards distant...though one would hardly notice with the decided lack of response her query garnered. " Thanks for the love pal." Abandoning both the crab and the cat to their own devices, she resumed leaning against the sun warmed boulder in the partial shade, head canted forwards slightly to take full advantage of the leather hat tilted over brow. An exploratory ride had turned into a race, which had turned into a brief hunt for meat for the cats and from there, a chance to take a quick dip and wash off the grime of the day. As her thought followed the path of their activities, attention was caught by the sound of splashing farther out from shore. Though Averi's own dip had been quick , wanting to relax on the beach more then play in the water, Try had gone all out- leaving every stitch of clothing in a mound on the warm sand, "guarded" by her own snoozing feline. The cobalt haired huntress was paddling lazy circles a few feet out in the water now, pausing and standing in the shallow draft, head canted downwards towards her own cupped hands. Averi's gaze drifted first towards the other femmes hand, in curiosity , but then slowly drifted downwards, on a more interesting exploration that brought a faint hint of color to her cheeks. Glad that the hat hide most of her blush, not to mention her grin, gaze flicked sharply away to avoid being caught.
From the corner of her eye, she watched the cobalt haired female release whatever was in cupped hands back into the water and begin to trudge towards shore. Canting head even father downwards, Averi's breath expelled in a short burst as two all two familiar aches ignited in her. One was within her chest and grew with every passing moment spent with the other hunter. The other was, well, decidedly farther south of the first and demanded a different type of solution entirely.
1 2 3 4
Lyrics:
One Two Three Four
Tell me that you love me more
Sleepless, long nights
That was what my youth was for
OLD teenage hopes are ALIVE at your door
Left you with nothing
But they want some more
Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are
Sweetheart, bitter heart
Now I can't tell you apart
Cozy and cold
Put the horse before the cart
Those teenage hopes
Who have tears in their eyes
Too scared to own up
To one little lie
Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are
One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, and ten
Money can't buy you back the love that you had then
One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, and ten
Money can't buy you back the love that you had then
Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are
Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are
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